More Than Friendly

More than Friendly

I guess that was more than friendly
The words I just let out to you
But I’m not saying sorry for that
And I no longer say the word love too

You see sorry I said way too much
No one is willing to believe me anymore
That I might have some guilt and remorse
For the ugly words and the deeds now done

You see I said I love you when I needed to
Get someone off my back or in the sack
I said I love you when still wasn’t so sure
You felt that way about me too, didn’t you?

I guess I was more than friendly
You said you needed someone just to listen
Fed my ego that you would choose little ole me
But I am not such a good ear now you see

I listen with my heart and I watch with my soul
Wanting so desperately to help and to comfort you
I try to find solutions and to save the day too often
I just need to listen to you better than have before

So I guess I was more than friendly
When I told you that I love you one last time
I guess I was more than sorry when I said it
Those words I promised never to utter again

So I am sorry but I do love you
And I think this more than friendly
I may not know what love is just yet
But no longer do I say sorry for feeling…

That this friendship is just beginning
And possibly a love that’s never ending
So no longer sorry for my boldness
For I feel that I will always love you