Do You Even Know?

Do You Even Know?

Do you even know?
How much you mean to me
At times it gets overwhelming
How close I feel to you inside

How fast we have become best friends
How much we have already gone through
How easily we can hurt each others heart
How much more of you I want to learn

Do you even know?
How grateful I am that you are in my life
Do you even know?
How I love to see a sign of life from you

The ringing of the phone
The little message bar that says I have mail
It’s so silly I know
But it all makes me smile inside

Do you even know?
That I wish I could spend
As much time holding you
As I do searching for the words

Do you even know?
That words can't really reach the true meaning
Of how you make me feel inside
Do you even know?

How hard it is for me
To know I am falling faster than I have
How frustrating it is for me
To know I must catch myself constantly

Do you even know?
How much I have grown fond of you
Do you even know?
How sad I am on days we don’t connect

Do you even know?
How much hearing your voice can carry me
Until the end of my day
Until we speak again

I hope you do know
I hope you feel it too
I can't force it inside you
I can't even wish it to be true

I think you know what I mean
I just wanted you to know for sure